stand up and live.

2009-11-06T10:41:00.000-08:00

Moved long ago.
www.nosedigger.tumblr.com

2009-09-18T16:52:00.000-07:00

Moved.
byebye blogger:)

2009-09-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

Alright. I'm updating just to keep this Blog alive.
Its gonna be a few lines update,as usual:)
I'm not gonna talk about what I did today.
That's just a waste of time.
I'm gonna write about what I realized.
I realized that even superhuman fall down hard sometime
I realized that First love will always taints in your mind as memories, not at the heart.
I realized that Humans can't live without love although they say they could.
I realized that loneliness can kill Humans.
I realized That I pay more attention to my surroundings.
I realized that humans take time to realized things.
&bye:)

2009-09-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

LOL. I feel like deleting my blog(y)
But i will reconsider,for now I'll let it be.
& don't I look sweet with the flower?

For now there's none, yet.
I can wait.

2009-09-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

Vanessa hudgens, Alyssa bernal, Mila kunis!
wuhooooo!
they look nearly the same to me.
(y)
okay this post is stupid-.-

2009-09-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

Step it up 4 is the shit.
I had fun, a lot of fun:)
I don't mind losing.
I dont really have much things to talk about because I'm not in the mood right now.
Now I know why i always feel frustrated and feel something missing.

took me so long to realize it-.-
I can't do anything about it anyway.
bye

2009-09-02T15:43:00.000-07:00

I like this picture.
4 pillar of Luminiq.
Although when the crew were dying,we still stick together and go on strong to keep the crew alive.
& look how far we've come:D

2009-08-28T11:51:00.000-07:00

LUMINIQ:)))
I still believe that we got what it takes to be the best.
Everyone is training so hard right now.
& I'm really sure the whole Luminiq don't really care about what the spammer commented about us.
We're from the streets!
& I hope you know what that means:)
I believe that each one of us is good.
Each one of us have our own area of strength.
We're not really am similar to SG bboy scene,because we're trying to be different as a crew.
Not that SG bboys is bad with what they are,they're good, but we're trying to bring something new to the table.
something that is entirely fresh.
So don't get the wrong idea, and please think before you spam:)
although I'm pretty sure whose the spammer is:D

Luminiq,keep on doing with what we're doing.
I know we can do this together.
Ivy please cheer up and come back for session,I know you cn do it,to get the title of best Bgirl in SG:)
Faiz and Vicky I know you guys gonna be one of the top Powermover in SG:)
Remy and Hamster, no matter what they say,I still believe that you guys are the Ace in LUMINIQ,and have the potential to be the best all rounded bboy.
Spyro,Air chair master. KILL everybody with your airchair combo and powemove.
Nik,Improving in Footworks and damn you're tricks and powermove are tight,I swear!
Faris,you're gonna be tight in the future. soon enough after your O's is over
Rafee,this guy is the shit! I love his random foundation and Variation of powermoves,keep it up dude!
& LUMINIQ,Hold that sign high above your head and rip it on the dance floor!
Nuff said'

All and all, I'm not bragging about the crew, but am stating facts from what I see & I know it'll happen.
*smile*

2009-08-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

heh,fasting month already.
Tomorrow exams.
After next week 6 weeks holiday.
(y)

2009-08-21T00:46:00.000-07:00

no plans for two days straight.
off to train later.
bye.

2009-08-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

I look so happy.
but now I need,no, I must catch up with everything in life right now.
help?

2009-08-15T12:22:00.000-07:00

Frustrated again.
But I don't care less.
Now I have to focus on dancing and studies.
Exams coming,Battles coming, Fasting month coming.
Training in progress.

2009-08-13T12:59:00.000-07:00

something I made real late at night:)
I hope you like it and keep it and I really really feel bad for what happened just now.
but never mind
Anw This is my second time wishing you. heeh.
Happy belated 17th birthday Maya.
all the best for your O's&study hard,I know you can do it.
:))

2009-08-11T14:05:00.000-07:00

Why do we regret?
Why can't we appreciate what we have now?
Why do we want more,after giving what we ask for?
Is there even such a word as 'satisfied'?
Why can't I understand all of this?
Why am I being naive & asking alot of question when it's already 5.12am?
Am I dumb?
I think so?
Do I need the 'books of idiots'?
Yes I do?
huh?
Random shit?
:)

2009-08-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

stayed at home for two days straight.
I did not get in,hahh.
now i get pissed with all the stupid small things,hehh.

2009-08-08T00:07:00.000-07:00

My class playing DOTA, the typical Chinese game, on a projector in class-.-
and they were chanting to the game,so loudly, as if it was a match between Man u vs Liverpool.
This is what happened when a lecturer went to make a phonecall. lol:P
heh:)

2009-08-06T12:13:00.000-07:00

123rd post.
I'm bored.

2009-08-05T11:38:00.000-07:00

okay its 2.44am and I've just finish my presentation slides for tommorow:))
Formal again tommorow.
shoulder's healing but still feels crappy.
I don't know why but i feels somethings missing.
Somethings not right.
Somethings lost.
Something I'm forgetting.
but I'm clueless.

2009-08-03T02:23:00.000-07:00

One thing for sure,
Things aren't going well at home right now.

2009-07-31T16:18:00.000-07:00

Busted my right shoulder.

2009-07-31T00:19:00.001-07:00

So I've decided not to go to Bintan because Raya with friends is more important. lol
My class just ended and now,for the first time ever, I'm chilling alone at school Mac with Chocolate ice blended & laptop accompanying me:)
I'm waiting for 4.30pm to come so I can start packing up and go to esplanade.
School is a bore.
Everything is,actually.
Sucks.

2009-07-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

should I go bintan or should I not?
Its during the 2nd week of Hari Raya anyway.

this sucks.

2009-07-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

sec 5. (Isra's doing)

sec 5(evgian got talent,kachang puteh)

sec 4(efun took it,on the way to somewhere)

sec 5(graduation ceremony)

sec 4 (graduation ceremony)

sec 4 (birthday party at canteen)

sec 3 (all look different)

sec 5 ( some learning journey)

sec 5 (NE thingy)

sec 5 (be yourself day)

sec 5 ( butt)

sec 5 ( june holiday picnic with Dynamics)

graduated sec 5 (Prom night)

sec 5(malay oral,which i cock up)

sec 5(be yourself day with the girls:])

Graduated sec 5(prom night)

Dynamic reunion,bbq pit before entering poly life.

dynamic reunion (Jojoba)

Dynamic reunion.

Dynamic reunion

Dynamic reunion(baywatch,failed)

Graduated sec 5(prom night)

Sec 3 (learning journey)

sec 5 (Going various polytechnic,and look at the face(y))

sec 5(gay act)

Sec 5

sec 5

I miss secondary school life.
I miss secondary school friends.
I miss secondary school food.
I miss secondary school teachers.
I miss 5dynamic 2008.
I miss last year:(

2009-07-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Everything's going down for the moment.
Bad year.
So yeah,I just have to stand up and live.
Life is not like a steven spielberg script:)

2009-07-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

Wish myself good luck for tommorow:)

2009-07-17T13:35:00.000-07:00

Never ever gonna be that easy anymore,it just got harder. It's a promise.

2009-07-16T13:10:00.000-07:00

I spent my 4-5 days of rest at home watching all 5 Harry Potter movies back.
heh,I really need to get out of this house fast.
and yeah I'm getting thinner. Lol.

2009-07-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

it only get worser every minute.
heh.

2009-07-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

nails turn blue,too cold.
body 39degree celcius,too hot. *my body confused*
sorethroat.
painful cough.
normal flu.
my head feels like a bowling ball that is being squash.
meaning its heavy and it hurts.
its killing me-.-
5days mc.

2009-07-12T03:05:00.000-07:00

I respect it.
I will go through it.
It will be a bit painful but I have to.
I wanna see smiles and laughter.
That will be good enough for me.
Am fine.
I just have to stand up and live.
But the scariest thing is I have to face everything alone from now on.
I'll manage.

2009-07-09T15:18:00.000-07:00

misses.

2009-07-07T09:53:00.002-07:00

miserable at best.

2009-07-06T03:21:00.001-07:00

Obviously that enormous butt is mine. I myself don't know what the hell am I doing at that time. Ouh! The picture was taken last year anyway:)
I'm sleepy but i have to study.
what a drag-.-

2009-07-03T15:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but nowadays,
I can't seem to put myself to sleep.
help?

2009-06-30T17:55:00.000-07:00

This is stupid, I tried to sleep at 4am end up waking at 7am and I can't get back to sleep.
urgh. Never mind, I just wait for 12pm to come and get ready. Ouh! I'm going out with Jojoba and Loola later on to catch some movies. They wanna watch transformers 2-.- I didn't even watch the first one and I'm like totally not interested in it. Haha.
Never mind I just tag along. Now it's 9am,what am I suppose to do now?
This sucks.
Bye.

Always wanted to be like him.

2009-06-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

R.I.P. Michael Jackson
My Childhood Hero.

heh.

2009-06-25T09:52:00.000-07:00

I know its hard,chill and take your time.
For me, I can't help but wait.
I swear this is gonna be hard.

hurt.

2009-06-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

My teeth and gum is killing me,I swear.
now its affecting my jaw,the swell on my gum is spreading bigger.
My jaw hurt when I tried to open my mouth.
I can't even enjoy my food.
And I need to eat most of the time,and the swell is getting bigger every time I force myself to eat. Monstrous stomach-.-
each time I chew my food it hurts.
I can't clench my teeth.
and now its 7.53pm and I am still not sleepy.

Stupid wisdom tooth.
urgh.

(y)

2009-06-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

I can't even get any sleep.

100th entry.

2009-06-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

Before good things come,there will be suffering and pain.
Without suffering and pain there will be no compassion.
Struggle and endure it.
Patience is the key to it.
*Smile widely till my small eyes turn even smaller*

urgh.

2009-06-17T01:16:00.001-07:00

This sucks.

Mendak

2009-06-13T22:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was great. Nothing much to say actually.
Today is a bore. Nothing much to say too.
bye.

I accept for who you are:)
Imissyou.

*tears

2009-06-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

I tried to sleep but I just can't stop thinking.
Tears roll down my cheeks.
I just can't do this.
they don't understand just how much pressure and stress I'm in.
I never expect my darkest moment to be this.
Its in the middle of the night,and I can't find any help.
I guess I'm in this,alone.
I feel like running away.
anything I say will not change anything.

help?

bad week.

2009-06-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

The only thing that keeps me going :)

I guess I have to start to square one again.
This is gonna be hard but I know I can do this.
YEAH!

Stotet<3

Where's the light?

2009-06-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

I'm stress as fuck. I've never been this stress before in my life.
too many things in my head. I can't take this anymore. I need to put this to a stop.
Parents please come home fast.
Luminiq please,make me smile later on. please.
Jojoba, I miss you guys.
Hamster, I need you to knock your advices into my head.
God, please help me with this,this concerns my future.
please guide me through this dark path and show me the light.
Cinta,I really need you right here with me.

I'm praying for the best right now.

Cinta.

2009-06-06T05:37:00.001-07:00

I know I need a haircut,I'm going tommorow.
Simple slacking session at Faiz's crib. was fun though.
Remy's song was hella' dope.
Singing session with him was cool.
Handphone keeps me busy&I love it:)
And now i'm home alone as usual,waiting for someone to online.
Yeah,thats about it:)

how?

2009-06-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

I guess I'm just tired.
bye.

heh

2009-05-31T20:28:00.001-07:00

I know the hat like-.- hahah, puteri's hat anyway. lol!
I wore it because my hair is so irritating. and thats my sick face:)

Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling so yucky in my throat. By then I know already something not right. I didnt dare to talk. and yeah, when I tried nothing came out and my throat only became more sore. I cursed inside the toilet like stupid(while bathing),but a very silent curse because -.-lol. I waste my time staying up so late doing my project for today presentation-.- fuck,if i went to school just now,no use. no voice.
I went to the doctor just now,she gave me a 2 days mc. (y)
She gave me medicine like she giving me sweet,alot sia-.- now i'm feeling abit sleepy after taking the medicine.

sorry about yesterday, I guess I've got to gain your trust first then. :)))

2009-05-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

Maya gila. Nuff' said.hahahahahahahahahhaahahahahhahahahaahhahahahahahahaahahahahaa!~

try again next year ehhhh Luminiq?
lol,so my days have been very-.-,but nevermind.
SG bboy comp and Rock master comp is coming up.
On a ligter note,tommorow I'm gonna meet up with Jojoba. Going to escape theme park,then off to esplanade to train.
Okay,as usual I'm lazy to update,now I'm waiting for Faiz to come my house.
okay bye:)

LAPAR!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay dah bye lah!~

90th

2009-05-22T19:24:00.000-07:00

hello:) Boty another how many more hours,i can even count with my fingers. damn shit!~ I got butterfly all over my stomach. :)
I've been great anyway,I post in detail After BOTY. I'm not going today oi!~
bye.

heh

2009-05-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

I'm calmed. I can control it but till when?
Haha. lets test it then,see how it goes. how far i can go.:)

i just woke up from my 6hours of sleep & i don't know why the hell am I up,i just can't sleep anymore.
I got back home at 8 am in the morning just now,after the overnight practice with Luminiq and breakfast with them.
Faiz is still sleeping but his phone is ringing and his fingers is moving. i don't know how the hell he do that,maybe its called sleep-texting?
Alright I'm hungry. Bye.

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare..
As if you see, right through to my soul

Its your left hand and the way
That its not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror..
Before we go out at night

A quiet time...your beautiful mind..
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

The way you sweet smell
Lingers when you leave a room (you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
In bed all afternoon (all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
In my mind is where we meet (in my mind is where we meet)
And when I'm awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep

Touching your face....invading you space
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce
neyo-part of the list

fuck you!

2009-05-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

EH BAIK AH! BAIK EH! KNAPE SAK BAIK. BAIK GILER BABI SAK. EH BAIK AH BAIK AH. BAIK BAIK BAIK BAIK BAIK BAIK!~ WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i really need sometime alone.
i need to shake this off fast.

And to everything, FUCK YOU!~

heh.

2009-05-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

This funny feeling inside me.

bagh!

2009-05-11T00:34:00.000-07:00

Hello.
currently at school,waiting for the next lesson to start. I'm at the school's Mac with my classmates anyway:)
I'm bored so i just update for the fun of it. So as for today,same routine only that after this i've got rock climbing. woots!~
&maybe having dinner with ass later? Not really sure about that.
okay,I'M DEAD BORED!

screw you.

2009-05-09T10:41:00.002-07:00

The 8 people that will represent luminiq at BOTY. Hopefully lady-luck will be on our side on that day. 2 more weeks to the big competition&obviously i will get stressed up. & you dont want to know how i reacted to it. & yeah,you will definitely dont want to know what's been going through my head this past few weeks. one thing for sure,its hell.:)
I'm not myself. I'm always down. I'm not as optimistic as last time. And that suck big time.
I hate this situation.
How?

bagh!

2009-04-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

This is the most tiring week ever-.-
i fell sick again because of it. Maybe my body is not familiar with the new routine. nevermind it'll
take time to adapt to it but for now it feels sucky.
School is a -.-, its only 2 weeks and "wuhoooo!" a project was given to us.
This is more stress and more tiring than O levels. I've got to get used to this as soon as possible because it feels impossible.
I miss hanging out with Jojobas ,where we can make ourselves or at least me, stress-free. I miss all the jokes and the super hardcore laughter from them eventhough we know we were taking our O levels and N levels at that moment. We could talk to each other when we got a problem,and i swear they were so sincere to help if they could do anything to make things better.
they never fail to make me smile when we were to have an outing or coincidentally bump into each other.
Now, we're quite seperated from each other because we're taking our diploma in different school and dinie taking his private O's. nevertheless,we still make time to meet each other when we are free and that's cool. Bottomline is"Bodoh!,buat outing lah!~"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!~

Luminiq Family,yeah we going through tough time together but i know we are strong enough to go through all this and put our heads high up. Rememeber we're a family not a crew.
and zee please be strong i know you can do this:D

Fiqsion

2009-04-25T09:30:00.000-07:00

next week schedule gonna be a killer,fuck.
okay,bye.

haha

2009-04-23T09:54:00.001-07:00

okay,poly life is freaking tiring. -.-
need to catch up with alot of things with my clever classmates. haiyah.
tommorow i'll have class from 12-3,at least i can wake up abit later than usual but still it will make me fatigue.
Meeting EZ was great,she may look different but she's still the same asshole i know:D
Okay. i lazy want to update more.
bye.

hahah

2009-04-20T09:15:00.001-07:00

PENAT!~

BODOH SIA!~

luminiq

2009-04-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

hello:D
thats one of the picture of RP jam and hop. quite fun,an average event. it was quite humid that day and i'm not sure why. Remy and Hamster cypher-ing deserve a salute. lol!& Spyro deserve a salute of going missing just to look and women.*which everybody know why youre went missing*
NYP.
my class consist of 20 students.
3 girls the rest are guys.
3 malay the rest are Chinese/Indian/Vietnamese/Malaysian.
2 guys who passed NS. (y)
Now i'm figuring out how am i gonna communicate with them-.-
nevermind,anyway i fell sick today:(
cough cough cough go away, come again another, never~
bye.

-.-

2009-04-13T15:04:00.000-07:00

It's 6.16am and i only got to sleep from 1am-4.30am just now,
and i'm having orientation at 8.30am. stupid urh.-.-
hopefully it will be fun urh.
bye:)

Happy birthday.

2009-04-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th birthday Hamster!:)
although he looks dumb in this picture,eh wait! he's always dumb! ahahahah! okay tak!
anyway he's cool. Sorry your birthday celebration was not that wow. zee's fault! okay tak! haha.
I'm glad that you're back,train hard for BOTY. Big-big challenge for us.
enjoy your day.
okay dah! haha
i want to get get ready,going vivo.:D

bagh.

2009-04-08T09:24:00.001-07:00

Hello:D
Okay. sleep over at Faiz's crib was dope as fuck.
Going sentosa this friday with Luminiq. I know i will enjoy myself:D
ok done bye:D

ah

2009-03-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

Yeah. hello:)
OK sbdc was bad.
everything was bad.
singapore scene just sucks.
I have no idea how we gonna be the international level if this keeps up.
Our hard work was not appreciated at all. yeah bias-ness is part of life but 'its' about unity and supporting each other back. this just sucks.
nevermind,we may suck that day but fuck it we gave our 100%. see us in 2 months time at BOTY and then you can judge us again.:)

OK done! went to RP just now. everybody looked shagged,me too i guess. so today was filled with just slacking. ok Mussybart is coming my house later. *evil grin*
OK TAK! AKU STRAIGHT! hahahahah. ok funny.

and ouh yah! tashalien i miss you so much!*she ordered me to write this*
haha. ok bye.
:D

I miss you

2009-03-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hello!
heh, so its 1.56am and i'm watching bof.(maya fault)
hahaha. alright. actually i'm updating for fun,to keep my blog alive.:D
Okay tommorow meeting JJB at evgss. Take O level cert.
and then as usual,off to RP. hehh. thts basically it for tommorow.
Anyway school starts in less than 1 months time. *excited mcm bodoh*
okay i wanna watch one last episode of bof and then sleep. heh
bye. Goodnight. sleep well.

I don't know why but i just do. it keeps coming back and i don't wanna be a burden. heh. i think i'll keep it to myself for now.

hah

2009-03-16T23:26:00.001-07:00

see how happy i am? hahaha!
Class bbq pit was quite boring but meeting the mates was fun. we talked alot. Jojobas as always was awesome and i didnt get tht much of criticsm abt my hair with them,actually i've received alot of compliment about it:D
yeah nothing to elaborate more about tht day bcs thts basically it.
Luminiq got through the semi-final for the SBDC. heh:D
we have to improve and train hard for the semi's on the 28th. i bet its gonna be tough.
but i dont care, i just wanna battle. hahahaha!
ok then,today i'm gg rp as usual to practice.
bye yawwwwwww:D

blablabla..

2009-03-05T22:55:00.000-08:00

hello.*yawn*
Sorry for not updating regularly. as usual i'm lazy-.-
So alot of things happened actually. from new people to people hating to people loving.
I don't wanna waste my time on details. heh. Luminiq going to dancework to watch this saturday,who wanna tag along? haha
next week having class bbq! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~
hahaha.
ok serious,i swear i got nothing to blog about. hahaha. because everyday is a routine to me.
wake up at 12pm, fetch little sister up from her school,do house chore-.-,wait for mum to get home and get ready to go to RP for practice. daily routine.
haha. it may sound boring to you guys but i'm getting to like this. haha.
met my two closest girls on earth, Feeqah sis and Ez ass, last wednesday. i swear i miss them.
Feeqah sis look the same and sound the same too although she tried to seduce me:P
EZ ass look tanned and fit i think? haha. but she's still sweet.
dah besar dah semua ehhh. heh.

haha. ok dah. wah not bad sia Afiq,quite a long entry. heh.
BYE.

PS:I wanna 'buang air besar' right now:P

bagh.

2009-02-14T20:27:00.000-08:00

i miss the whole lot lah!*referring to the video below*
hahaha. ok yesterday i dyed my hair red. but didnt came out like what i wanted? sucks.
haha. nvm,anw today gg escape with the guys. hopefully fun ah! so long never felt the thrill of flipping upside down. haahaha!
ok enjoy the video oi! i know the whole lot of luminiq will at least break a smile when watching it:D
bye.

Can't help but wait.

2009-02-08T07:40:00.001-08:00

Vogue enough?
hahaha! ok hello! i'm fine thank you. I've been breaking for one week straight and its super tiring. ass. if i'm working as a bboy i'll be rich by now. ahha. ok as usual tommorow break again,at youth park i think? ok cool. wednesday Jojoba will be playing at the cage! weeeeeeeeeee!~ haha. its been so long since i played soccer. and i get the chance to meet Jojoba. it should be fun with them around. ok dah. i update just to make sure that my blog is not dead.
ok bye.;D

hello

2009-01-31T12:58:00.001-08:00

Its 4.58 am and i'm still not asleep yet. sleeping disorder i guess? ok i have to work on my sleeping time when end of march comes. get ready for school lah kan? ahahha. ok tommorow i guess breaking at youth park. Choreo some routine,no i mean alot of routine for the upcoming battle.
Rotting at home is really really bad~. do you guys know that? urgh.
Anyway the guys are having fun at the party and i'm here posting an entry due to boredom. pathetic? ahahha.
nvm i got my wife and kids to accompany me.
bye.

-.-

2009-01-30T00:02:00.001-08:00

ok i knw. six pack missing. :p
Anyway people i got in NYP mechatronics,my 2nd choice-.-
i swear i said damn when i received the news. but nvm mechatronics is not a bad course anyway.
So any freshmen who is entering NYP,Holler me back alright:D

I swear i hate what happened but herh nvm. dont rub it in anymore. To you and everybody.
I'll be fine. i'm not dying or anything. Life experience and i know i can take this on my own. so yeah dont go around busybody about what happened because i swear you gonna see this._|_
sorry if its rude but its better i'll be rude here than later bcs i knw its gonna get much worser than this. try to understand:)
ok bye people,I still love you guys. :P

bagh

2009-01-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

I have to do this survey or whatever you wanna call it because of this slebeng-.- haha

1. The person who tagged you:

-Shabirah. urgh!!!!

2. Your relationship with her/him:

-Online friend. nothing much.

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him:

- she's into sports and thts good*thumbs up*

-she have this amazing brain of hers that cn make up random names for innocent people.*evilgrin*

-she maybe small and short but her stomach is as big as an elephant.:P

-she loves to say"tu ah...tu ah..."

-she is as blur as me. maybe worser. ahahah!

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you:

-giving me super creative name! haha.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:

-"dol!"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on:
-her eating diet. ok kidding! hahah

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:

-jeling. ok tak!

8. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now:

-nothing urh. only this,you didnt reply my msges-.-

9. Your overall impression of him/her:

-she's a cool girl.

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you:

-ask them lahhh asshole.

11. The character you love about yourself is:

-haha. vain. weeeeeeeeeee!~

12. The character you hate about yourself is:

-i'm not good at socializing. weird but true. ahah.

13. The most ideal person you want to be:

-Naruto. ahahahah!

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:

-i like you too. ok tak! haha. thanks for caring aye:D

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you:

1.Ezzati ass.

2.Hamster brother.

3.Efun jojoba.

4.Nazrul jojoba.

5.Feeqah sis.

6.Maya periuk.

7.Mussybart.

8.Hiddey parker.

9.Isra.

10.Phoephy.

16.Who is No.6 with?

-Creative Zen. jgn marah hahh.

17. No.9 male or female?

-female kan? haaaa

18.If No.7 & 1 get together, will it be a good thing?

-lol. errrr idk. ask them. haha

19. What is No.2 studying about?

-how to eat a fish without choking a bone. lol!

20. When was the last time you chat with No.3?

-last two days?

21. What kind of music does No.8 like?

-idk. i swear! ahha

22. Does No.10 have siblings?No.3?

-yerp to both.

23.Will you woo No.3?

-wooooo!~ efun!~

24. How about No.7?

-Wooooahhhhhhhhhhhh! *look at him shout and run away* haha.

25. Is No.4 single?

-i dont think so.

26. What is the surname of No.5?
-idk. lol.

27. What is the hobby of No.1?

-i swear its shopping and annoying me in all kind of ways. but i like it too:P

28. Does No.5 & 9 get along well ?

-i nvr ever saw them talk to each other before.a aha

29. Where is No.2 studying at?

-Amoy quee camp haha.

30. Talk something about No.1.

-she cn be sweet,cute and a cool friend but when she's hyper you better be ready for it. she's a guy magnet anw. lol. so be jealous guys tht she's my friend. hahahahahahahaha. not!

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?

-yeah. last time. lol.

.32. Where does No.9 stay?

-marsiling?

33. Are No.1 & 5 best friends?

-yes. i guess? haha.

34. Does No.1 have pets?

-no. i knw. lol.

35. Is No.7 the sexiest person on earth ?

-in someways he is. hahaha!

36. What is No.1 doing now?

-chattin with guys and no time for me. as usual:P

ok i'm done.pnt bodou ni bende.
ok bye.

ECP

2009-01-27T11:04:00.000-08:00

Actually there are more picture but who is stupid enough to upload 400+ photos?
so i just picked the best 5 picture that i liked. thanks to Ayd for his sick skill in photography although its just a digital camera. lol!
so yeah,yesterday went to ecp just like last year. fun? yes! and i admit that i'm lazy to update in details of what happened. haha.
today met some of my classmates. Played streets soccer.(at last! since end of Olvl)
ok now its 3.14am& i'm off to my balcony to smoke but not to sleep. lol
ok byebye bloggy.

:D

2009-01-23T09:39:00.000-08:00

ok. i'm lazy to update. hope you like the pictures. lol. :P
bye.

-.-

2009-01-17T10:07:00.000-08:00

I miss Jojobas.
I miss full-squad Luminiq.
:(

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-01-14T03:57:00.000-08:00

hello
i thought of updating you guys of wht courses chose. after thinking for the whole of last night i finally came up with my choices. thanks to mum and dad for guiding me and some of my friends:D
1)Sports and wellness management NYP
2)Mechatronics NYP
3)Mechatronics SP
4)Audio visual technology NP
5)Computer engineering SP
6)Tourism and resort management SP
7)Multimedia&infocm. tech. NYP
8)Information comm. tech. SP
9)Mechatronics NP
10)Resort facilities serv. manag. SP
11)Bio engineering SP
12)Biomedical engineering NYP

ok done. so yeah. hopefully i get my 1st choice bcs thts the only course i'm interested in among the 12 choices.

Naz where you at?:(

weeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-12T03:30:00.000-08:00

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!*faint*
i passed my O lvl result better than expected. arhhhhhhhhhhhh!*faint again*
ok here's what happened in the hall. it was my turn to take my result. after seeing Joe with no expression i assume he did badly and its pressurized me. i sat down and face both the teachers. i was bloody scared i tell you. Mdm haslina then show my result slip and said tht i did very well. i was shivering like fuck when i saw the result. "you didnt expect it to be this good didnt you?" obviously i say yah!
she show all the subject tht i'd improved on and then she asked me to count the points. "cher,i can't count,help me count",thts wht i told her. haha. she counted for me and guess wht
i've got? 19pt for l1r4. i jumped of my sit and shook hands with her. i didnt believe i can get below 20 points. then i heard joe shouting! haha he got 17 points. bodoh. i open my slip and it shows tht i got 15 points bcs of my cca. my face trus mcm joker sia. senyum tak stop. jump2 around. so yeah. parents happy and i'm also happy. i felt so satisfied.
english b4*thanks to mr Ratish with his funny but effective way of teaching*
maths b4*thanks to mdm haslina for not giving up on me*
science b3*thanks to mr Goh and ms sarah for being patience with the class,and it paid off*
comb humans. c6*-.-*
malay c5*i think i shud start learning spanish*
poa b3*thanks to mr Melvin chua,without your funny way of shouting,maybe i won't get a b3:P*

so one of my new year resolution is accomplished. 23 points and below. lol.-.-
yeah, and i want to congratulate to everyone whom passed their Olvl. and to those who did badly dont get disheartened theres still other choices.
ok now i'm mabuk. i seriously dont know wht course i want and i have until friday to choose-.-
wtf lah. NYP please. hahah.
ok bye.
*wave hand like bodoh*

i can fucking sleep!

2009-01-06T15:09:00.001-08:00

GREATBALL OF FIRE! ok no-.-
Ok see my crappy face with 7 fingers pointing out? i was trying to tell the world tht its 7am and i havent even went to my dreamland:P
I don't why but today or should i say last night,i just cant seem to sleep. maybe i'm excited to meet JJB later on or the other reason was I've been thinking about Olvl result the whole night. -.- my heartbeat sped up whenever i thought of it. urgh. now its only 7.17 am.
wht am i suppose to do now? i'd tried to sleep from 4am-6am but i ended up just rolling to the left and right of my bed continuously. What a drag. and now i'm still not sleepy.
anyone have somesort of remedy for my current problem above?

-.-

right now nana.

2009-01-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

I know, the face is so masai and bacin. havent bathe,wht do you expect. random picture i took after woke up yesterday afternoon. cool right? hahh

Actually i got nothing to blog about today because wht i did today was just rotting at home like nangka busuk. anw hamster send Luminiq a letter and its good to know he's doing fine.

haha. and now i'm going to stop typing as i have nothing else to say.

ok bye.:D

Afiq

2009-01-02T07:26:00.000-08:00

ok its 2009 and i knw i'm too late to say happy new year. haha. everyone did their new year resolution. so i'm gonna do the same thing:D
-not to do too badly for Olvls(below 23 points pls)
-Luminiq to make it big this year and BE TOGETHER BACK.
-try mixing around with all kind of people.
-about getting myself a gf, haha. let me think about that first.
-not to quit smoking.:P
haha. ok done:D
ok new year celebration with the guys was average. ntg special happened.
today i went to rp alone with no intention to break. but i made friends with some of the bboys there and its great to knw new people.
haha. cool. now i'm going to break everytime ive got ntg better to do.
ok.
i'm done with blogging pnt.
byebye.

Yaw.

2008-12-22T12:11:00.000-08:00

BBoy Machine= Inspiration
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQBY-wjYmMY : 10 min vid of his interview about bboying. :D
he's a dope bboy, he knows the blueprint of hiphop(history and background of hiphop) and living up to it,he's from Mighty Zulu Kingz(arhh!) and he specifically said to keep up our grade in sch and then bboying and learn our damn math.*laughs!*
ok word! nuff said'.

about life it's a argh! haha. can't write out here. bcs not healthy for everyone.:p
damn that shit!
ok bye!:D

Hello.

2008-12-18T07:21:00.000-08:00

hey ho!
haha. ok congratz to everyone who passed their N levels. *remembering my days of N levels*
lol. especially to Feeqah sis,Nabilah cuz and Maya periuk. wether its sec 5 or Higher nitec, its still the same. you still got to work hard to go to poly. lol.
good2. now its my turn to be scared of my result& i have a bad feeling abt it. this sucks. haha.
ahhhhh seraaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm.
Been breaking everyday. is tht new? lol. yeah. still not working.*baik per?*
ok i got something to type to get it off my chest,but idk wht. haha.
now i feel like doing smtg but idk wht. *ahh sumer ah idk*
lol.
ok bye lah.
To hamster:takecare bro, i'll be waiting for your return;D

yaw.

2008-12-11T22:32:00.000-08:00

soso,Hello!
ok obviously i'm bored,thts why i'm updating.if not i won't bother,bodou. haha. ok its been boring for me nowadays. i really dont know what to do every single day. -.-
today is the day i rot at home. sucks. tmr will be the day they go zoukout and thts sucks because one i cant go(underage),two i've got ntg to do on tht day.-.-
My Ncc batch invited me to a reunion party at ecp tmr. but jojoba not gg. you think its gonna be fun? work ah work. bagus.-.-
BBoying, good and bad. KMC is goooood. I got my deadman airtrack! isnt tht wonderful? haha. i knw you guys dont understand:P but the same, only the regular ones tht came for session. the rest-.- work ah work. bagus.
haha. My hair is getting thick. and i dont like tht because its feels like i'm wearing a helmet. lol.
should i cut or should i not. damn.
nownow. wht should i do now?-.-
bye.

9dec.

2008-12-08T20:43:00.000-08:00

me and mus gaying

muke aku bodoh.

free starbucks drinks:D

wide smile.

i like this pic. haha.

maya said its cute. kpale otak kau. mcm pengun ader ah.:P

stupid face

ok. this is the pictures when i went out with random people. and i noticed i was the oldest there but the good thing is i didnt felt weird when i went with them. cool. they have the same nonsense as me:P haha.

ok mahu siap. kuar ngan hanistar.

Bye:P

bagh!

2008-12-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

hello! heh heh.
ok. i knw i've not been updating. it is because of a simple reason. I'm lazy!!! haha. ok. recently certain things happened and i don't wish to blog abt it. i just think tht its a drag ah. urgh.
everyday,my favourite routine is slack eat smoke and break. thats all. I'm the only one not working among my friends. now you know how lazy i am:D
ok. tmr i'm going to the cinema with Hanistar and Fit.
bored lah bodouh. want to update what sia! haha
dah ah bye!

Malaysia trip. 6days 5 nights.

2008-12-01T04:03:00.000-08:00

fresh fruit drink sells cigg,newspaper and sweets. haha

ok. i'm done with pictures. i'll update about wht happened some other days. lol.

I'm not feeling well anyway. ok bye.

Fuck up

2008-11-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

I have no mood to update. this is so Fuck up.
I'm only gonna say this I don't get it. again
I'm burning right now and yeah.
bye.

What happened&my thoughts.

2008-11-17T21:06:00.000-08:00

I just don't understand. I just don't. This "scene" is just complicated. Its supposed to be enjoyment of wht you doing not just being the best and trying too hard to be one.& Not talking bad ass about people when they're doing what they love and enjoy to do. This "scene" will never grow and mature if it goes on like this.
I just don't get it.

Lol. and the other thing is the things that i hate most about humans. That is Big talks and not showing any evidence of it to convince me that if its true or not. (semangat seminit)
they told me tht they will do a certain things,yeah they did but just for a short period of time. & poof! they're gone again. Giving high hopes is bad you know.
Same goes to this. I just don't get you people.
ok nuff' said.

yeah. overnight at Ismail new crib's. nice place. we had fun and all till 7am and went to sleep and woke up at 10am. lol. today i really don't knw what am i gonna do. i'm gonna figure it out later.lol.prom another 2 more days and i'm still not looking forward to it or getting excited about it. lol. ok i've not bathe yet. so yeah.
bye.

Bodou.

2008-11-15T05:29:00.000-08:00

Bagh!
Cb long sia since i last update.
lol. errr. ok O lvl done,and now i'm super free. i'm not planning to work because i don't feel like it. so,i'll be wasting my time most of the time. ok cool. i don't mind.
I bought prom clothes. Thats settled. i'm not really looking forward to prom because i can sense tht it will be a boring one. -.-
I've been breaking almost everyday resulting to bruises and aches all over the body. nevermind i love wht i'm doing. i can't text anymore. ppd low-.- sorry Ass;P
For today, all i did was bathe,shit 3 times,watch naruto,eat. basically i hang out at home today.
its super boring and my butt hurts due to how many hours of resting my butt on the chair.
Now its 9.45pm.
what am i suppose to do now?
Ass, please come home fast.):
i could not take this boredom any further. urgh!
Bye.

Short post.

2008-11-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling sick and sad at the same time.
I know,I'm supposed to feel happy at this very moment because my O's is finishing.
But something is bothering me. -sigh-

Graduation 2008.

2008-10-18T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hello;D
Like finally huh? haha. at last i updated. woah. tommorow is my chem paper. and i knw i am half ready for it. Fuck.
Graduation Ceremony.
It was quite a sad and happy ending for all the Graduated student.
I'm gonna miss the noise in class. the scenery that i always have to see everyday in school. The friends that i couldnt find anywhere else in the world. The super lamest-funny teachers. the canteen Aunties. The noticed board,where i grow and kill the floor with my weight of trying a new thing called 'bboying' on year 2004. the stupid long jump pit, where i learn my first butt-frontflip and some other flips. The Ncc room that smell full of kiwi and where i build my confidence. The parade square where i have to sit almost every morning for 5 years. Ouh shit. I am already missing the school.
& for 5Dynamic;D
Gdluck for your exams yaw. I'm gonna miss you guys and i know you guys will miss my fat ass much more;P
now now, 3weeks of ultra stress and we're free. yeah! haha. and I'm gonna be back sweating the dirty floor that i love so much. I can't wait.
I'm done baby.
Bye;D
Will update after 3 weeks of HELL;D

2008-09-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

hello;D

Yeah. i miss luminiq. 2 weeks since i even do a baby freeze? Fuck. Long ago-.-

i'm going to be heavy when i return back. this sucks. haha. I can't wait for O lvels to end. urgh!

and i will be dancing when that happens.

so yest night study at RC. cool. chill with Mus and Fit. funny ass happened. haha. and i ended up reaching home at 5 am and woke up at 5pm. cool shit? i was like omfg.

but good thing is, it was 2 hours away from Breaking fast. so i was like "wuhoooo!". watch naruto

and still am.

I sucks.

bye;D

Happy birthday.

2008-09-20T21:32:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Efun and Asshole.
&happy belated birthday to Nabilah;D
so yeah. yesterday celebration with jojoba was hilarious. I don't wish to go in to detail.
lazy-.- My prelim result was horrible. bodou. lazy wanna talk about this also.
so since this morning i've been coughing non-stop. I feel like puking. urgh. no plans for today.
Study at night,daily routine.
ok watching Naruto.
bye.

Breaking dawn.

2008-09-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hello;D

heeeh. Obviously i'm bored, thats why i'm updating. errrr. ok maths paper and chem paper is obviously set to make us fail. Right? haha. or is it just me?

tommorow will be poa paper1. just mcq. I'm not gonna study for this paper. no mood. I'm done with eclipse and now i'm waiting for breaking dawn. lol.

ok now, i'm missing Luminiq badly. and i feel sad,uncomfortable and weird. I seriously can't wait after O's for our reunion. haha. but i have a bad feeling about Luminiq. maybe i'm just being pessimist.

yeah. maybe. haha. okok.

Father mood was superb today. i was shocked that he gave me and my big brother hundred buck each. like wth! where he get all this money from? haha. so i bought myself a baseball cap. and its cool. the rest of the money i save it for future use. lol.

-evil grin-

ok i'm bored. if anyone,in anyways, pass by and kind enough to read my blog. please entertain me on msn. PLEASE!

And btw. Happy 40th birthday to my dearest mum.;D

bye people.

ergh.

2008-09-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

Hello;D
yesterday break fast with classmates. cool. quite fun only that i felt tired because of insufficient sleep. I got Eclipse From asshole. and i can't read it for now. prelims sucks. and speaking of prelims, i have to go lib like right now. haha. but i'm quite lazy. to go or not to go? aiyerrrr. now its2.26pm and i'm lazying around at home. Maths paper2 tommorow. I'm so dead -screaming-
erghhhh.
i'm done. bye.

Dumbass.

2008-09-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

Hello. Random picture. to convince you guys,how unhealthy i am. lol. so the time now is 1.29pm,and i can't sleep. erghhhh.all i'd been doing from just now is procrastinate and that sucks. I've finished reading two freaking thick book(to me ah) that is Twilight and Newmoon. i want to read the next two book,Eclipse and Breakingdawn. seriously speaking the book is freaking interesting and i could go on reading for hours(for a lazyass like me,that book is something)and i'm quite hooked with it. Vampire is the most horrifying thing in my ghost list but amazingly this book makes me want be one of them(bloodsuckers). *Afiq Mcm paham*

haha. but its cool.

okok. now what am i gonna do make me fall asleep. what a drag....-.-

bye dumbass.;D

New blog skin=)

2008-08-31T23:46:00.001-07:00

Thanks to my cousin, a new look for my blog. haha. cool right. look at the tagboard! try scrolling down!

lol. okok. today is the first day of the fasting month. and i'm fasting. Free slimming treatment for the whole month. haha. anyway enjoy the pictures.bye=)

Pelims.

2008-08-26T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hello.
now i just dont feel a need to study for my prelims. this sucks.
just because i'm tired(shortage of food at home,of course) and not enough time to study urh.
i just had a two hour of history session. and it was horrible. haha. i felt sleepy while reading about hitler. such a boring guy. haha. why must he exist? it would be easier for students who's taking history. now i'm having an hour break. then i'm off to the world of Mr melvin chua(POA).
hopefully i can get to sleep at least by one. i need my freaking beauty sleep.
now i want to enjoy my 48mins of rest. haha.
(just bought a packet of prawn crackers)
bye=)

bad week.

2008-08-14T03:24:00.000-07:00

just as i expected C6 and a pass for MT.
wtf. i know. i'm feeling really shitty. the result is like really2 pathetic. the most dissappointing day of my life. this sucks. when i got to know about my result i feel like not talking because was to frustrated with myself and am afraid that i might accidentally like be rude to people. but well i handle it well and i cheered myself up fo goodness sake. like whoever gonna cheer me up sia. but thanks to asshole,phoephy,Iffah and isis for like talking to me. aiyerrrrr.
so much things to do in such a short period of times. performance coming this 23rd aug. and hamster back out. one problem after another. i dont feel like performing on teachers day as i dont have time for it.(the audition is on tuesday,sorry phoephy) i think i'm gonna go break only once a week. other days library.
i'm gonna make library my new girlfriend right now with my buddy, Fitri joining us.
yeah. focus Afiq, focus. i can do this man.
come on you stupid dope! this phrase have been like playing in my mind this few days. (motivating lah kirekan. haha)
lol. ok now i want to read twilight that i borrowed it from asshole.
okok bye=)
*tommorow going seoul garden for birthday celebration with classmates and wild wild wet with jojoba was fun. i've got sunburn! fuck.

Natinal day 2008

2008-08-10T03:42:00.000-07:00

hello.
ok yesterday was fun.
national day. i love the jet part. it was freaking cool.
haha. chalet was dope. we played alot of our own game to waste time. cool
haha. i lazy wanna write down in detail. overall it was uber fun.
tmr going wild wild wet with jojoba, another exciting day ahead of me. haha
tuesday is my mt O level result. haha. I have a feeling 60% i'm gonna get bad results.
B3 please. aiyerrrrrr.
now i want to watch movie urh. bored-_-
errrrgh.
ok bye.