This is stupid, I tried to sleep at 4am end up waking at 7am and I can't get back to sleep.
urgh. Never mind, I just wait for 12pm to come and get ready. Ouh! I'm going out with Jojoba and Loola later on to catch some movies. They wanna watch transformers 2-.- I didn't even watch the first one and I'm like totally not interested in it. Haha.
Never mind I just tag along. Now it's 9am,what am I suppose to do now?
This sucks.
Bye.
Labels: get through to you somehow.
.:bugger:. @ 5:55 PM
R.I.P. Michael Jackson
My Childhood Hero.
Labels: just a smile.
.:bugger:. @ 2:23 AM
I know its hard,chill and take your time.
For me, I can't help but wait.
I swear this is gonna be hard.
Labels: stuck in my mind.
.:bugger:. @ 9:52 AM
My teeth and gum is killing me,I swear.
now its affecting my jaw,the swell on my gum is spreading bigger.
My jaw hurt when I tried to open my mouth.
I can't even enjoy my food.
And I need to eat most of the time,and the swell is getting bigger every time I force myself to eat. Monstrous stomach-.-
each time I chew my food it hurts.
I can't clench my teeth.
and now its 7.53pm and I am still not sleepy.
Stupid wisdom tooth.
urgh.
Labels: out of breath.
.:bugger:. @ 4:48 PM
I can't even get any sleep.
Labels: I know something bad is gonna happen. pfft.
.:bugger:. @ 9:43 PM
Before good things come,there will be suffering and pain.
Without suffering and pain there will be no compassion.
Struggle and endure it.
Patience is the key to it.
*Smile widely till my small eyes turn even smaller*
Without suffering and pain there will be no compassion.
Struggle and endure it.
Patience is the key to it.
*Smile widely till my small eyes turn even smaller*
.:bugger:. @ 9:50 AM
This sucks.
Labels: :(
.:bugger:. @ 1:16 AM
Yesterday was great. Nothing much to say actually.
Today is a bore. Nothing much to say too.
bye.
I accept for who you are:)
Imissyou.
Imissyou.
.:bugger:. @ 10:46 PM
I tried to sleep but I just can't stop thinking.
Tears roll down my cheeks.
I just can't do this.
they don't understand just how much pressure and stress I'm in.
I never expect my darkest moment to be this.
Its in the middle of the night,and I can't find any help.
I guess I'm in this,alone.
I feel like running away.
anything I say will not change anything.
help?
Labels: Cinta, where are you?:(
.:bugger:. @ 10:24 AM
The only thing that keeps me going :)I guess I have to start to square one again.
This is gonna be hard but I know I can do this.
YEAH!
Stotet<3
.:bugger:. @ 11:09 PM
I'm stress as fuck. I've never been this stress before in my life.
too many things in my head. I can't take this anymore. I need to put this to a stop.
Parents please come home fast.
Luminiq please,make me smile later on. please.
Jojoba, I miss you guys.
Hamster, I need you to knock your advices into my head.
God, please help me with this,this concerns my future.
please guide me through this dark path and show me the light.
Cinta,I really need you right here with me.
I'm praying for the best right now.
Labels: I need you.
.:bugger:. @ 1:05 AM
I know I need a haircut,I'm going tommorow.
Simple slacking session at Faiz's crib. was fun though.
Remy's song was hella' dope.
Singing session with him was cool.
Handphone keeps me busy&I love it:)
And now i'm home alone as usual,waiting for someone to online.
Yeah,thats about it:)
Labels: take my hand and we will make it. i swear:)
.:bugger:. @ 5:37 AM
I guess I'm just tired.bye.
Labels: everynow and then.
.:bugger:. @ 4:14 AM