ok the moon is here. and this is my second entry for the day.and yaw what did i do today? cough cough cough. watching chipmunk was another thing. i can't describe the boredness.babi. haha.so for now i swear that i'm quite happy with my life. but you knw,when i'm happy-ing there's this thing inside of me. that feels weird. i find something missing. but i really dont know what's that something is. where did the missing thing go when i'm in my darkest moment.and what is it. you know i think i actually knw the answer. bottling up my feelings was quite enough.yaw. where do i let go this feelings? i feel i got no one that i can trust most. that i can tell what am i feeling. i think not only that.not even a person who wants to hear me out.care? herh. just a word.maybe thats the missing piece that will make me happy forever ,perhaps.yaw this make me sick. and i feel so lost. arh!
now i'm feeling so exhausted and bored. who can entertain me?no one. as usual. hmmmm. i feel hungry.ok go to go find food. bye.
.:bugger:. @ 4:05 AM