ok the moon is here. and this is my second entry for the day.and yaw what did i do today? cough cough cough. watching chipmunk was another thing. i can't describe the boredness.babi. haha.so for now i swear that i'm quite happy with my life. but you knw,when i'm happy-ing there's this thing inside of me. that feels weird. i find something missing. but i really dont know what's that something is. where did the missing thing go when i'm in my darkest moment.and what is it. you know i think i actually knw the answer. bottling up my feelings was quite enough.yaw. where do i let go this feelings? i feel i got no one that i can trust most. that i can tell what am i feeling. i think not only that.not even a person who wants to hear me out.care? herh. just a word.maybe thats the missing piece that will make me happy forever ,perhaps.yaw this make me sick. and i feel so lost. arh!
now i'm feeling so exhausted and bored. who can entertain me?no one. as usual. hmmmm. i feel hungry.ok go to go find food. bye.
.:bugger:. @ 4:05 AM
ok yaw. I didn't went to school today. bcs of sore throat and slight fever. damn. this is symptom of not smoking. haha. yeah have not smoke for today. all thanks to Lala my very own Ms smoking stopper to encouraged me.=)heh heh.actually right. haha. i kinda miss her. haha. her small nose bluek*haha. okok now no prepaid and i got nth to do. i need to do smoething to get my mind of smoking. maybe watch movie or study. movie errrmmm. chipmunk lah. i want see. ahaha.
ok goodbye=) maybe updating at night.
.:bugger:. @ 8:41 PM
Ok yaw. I just discover i got a "long lost-chinese sister" waha. bluek.
school was dull as ever.haiyah. You know what. sometimes i feel so sad.why? because i got no one to tell my feelings to. someone who can hear me out.listen carefully and give me advice. I need that. but there's no one. no one that i can trust. that i can really really trust and count on him/her. i bottle up all my feelings and anytime it will burst out. burst out in tears. because i got no other way to do it. patience people says. yeah. but I do have limits and so as any human being on earth here. and my limits are nearing.
I sucks.
bye.
.:bugger:. @ 1:50 AM
wassup yaw. haha. so oday was quite a quick day. school as per normal. at the last period eton wanted to eat seoul garden. and seha too. guess what she choose me and joe to come along,her treat. what a day. aha. her birthday lah.haha. so go3.haha. go there with KY,joe,eton and seha. from 3pm to 5pm.dope isnt it?and i ate the most. spaghetti,meat,chicken,fries,sweet patato,a whole lot of ice cream with diff flava and you name it i ate almost everything.haha. free.
waha.so after that went home. and i shit alot. haha. bloated like toot.
haha.ok I got nth else to say yaw.
this is just some lyrics of various song that pick up and i think its meaningful ad its all gotta do with Afiq.lol
"I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on.On the other side I wanna breakdown and cry ."-let it burn-usher.
"Too late, I'm sure, and lonely.Another night, another dream wasted on you"Three cheers for five years-Mayday parade.
"And baby I understand that your making new friends.This is how you get by.The moral this time is Girls make boys cry"When i get back home you're so dead-Mayday parade.
"If you're curious,My favorite color's blue.And I like to sing in the shower.If you like, I'll sing to you"Take me with you-secondhand serenade.
ok thats all. bye.
.:bugger:. @ 2:27 AM
Stupid comp.was typing its shut down by itself. ok. nvm.so i don't want to talk about today.because it sucks.BOTY is cancelled. nvm there's always next year.just now break at dome with Viki,Spyro and Nik.spyro was emo-ing i don't know why. viki was energetic as usual.I was lazy. No mood i guess.haiyah. Tmr can't go out coz i got a hell lots of homework to complete.English compo,maths ws,malay paper2 and physics 10 years series. what more can a student ask? herh. so tmr stay at home to complete all of it not forgetting going to library to borrow some books. So today viki and spyro sleep at my house.just for the fun of it. with their laptops. i wish i have one.haha. so yah thats it for today. bye. PS:I'm tired.
.:bugger:. @ 8:01 AM
PS: my blog skin sucks.someone help!=))
.:bugger:. @ 3:04 AM